| lyrics and how i feel... |
[19 Nov 2006|02:36pm] |
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I've been watching your world from afar, I've been trying to be where you are, And I've been secretly falling apart, unseen. To me, you're strange and you're beautiful, You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you, You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you. And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see, lyric's top And you'll realise that you love me.
Yeah... Yeah...
Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes, And I know, the waiting is all you can do, Sometimes...
I'll put a spell on you, You'll fall asleep, I'll put a spell on you, And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see, And you'll realise that you love me.
I'll put a spell on you, You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you, And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see, And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...
Yeah... Yeah... Yeah... Yeah...
 the best thing that ever happened to me
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[01 Aug 2006|07:35pm] |
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jhnlkjbh |
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stefy- chelsea |
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ivebeen sick im feeling better
i want to hang out with people before school starts up again.
i love cristian
watching scary movies, is what i have been doing, i love it.
& fear and loathing!!!! kdsjfklj
&i love reading.
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[22 Jul 2006|11:30pm] |
well myspace isnt working.
im bored
got new ringtones for freee hahah thanks barry my BROTHER(literally)
so yeah i miss my lauren pantssss and sheet.
i love cristian=]!!
andd yeah.
what to fucking dooo.?!?!??!?!
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| this song=♥ |
[16 Jul 2006|11:30am] |
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wait up for me ive been waiting around for you you are a million miles away and i dont know what to do and i thought maybe we could start over cause im sick and tired of running do you think i could come over cause im pretty sure you look stunning say bye, say bye
now she said wait one minute that is my heart in your hands and i wouoldnt want you to forget it, and leave me alone again, she says wait one minute, that is my heart in your hands, and i wouldnt want you to forget it and leave me alone again say bye, say bye
she says wait one minute,becaus eidk what to do see that im the only one, that im so perfect for you she says wait one minute, cause i dont know what to do you say that im the only one and that im so perfect for you and i knew that this would happen and i knew that ide panic and i knew wede fall apart and im fallen apart and i knew that this would happen and i knew that ide panic and i knew wede fall apart and i gave you my heart..
so this is my apology, and i hope it means something and i hope you will forgive me cause i am fallen apart.. fallen apart.
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[16 Jul 2006|01:22am] |
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I hope you like dancing in the rain, I'll spin you around and pull you back to me. I sure am glad you wore that dress, it reminds me of the night that we first met. Don't you love these evenings in July, staring at you, with my blue eyes? We could be fine.
-about rain.
so cute.
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[21 Jun 2006|10:35pm] |
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ok so people call cristian chill, or chile or w/e but hahah we were on the phone and coming up with our first babys name that was a boy. and i went to this spanish name site and LMAO. this is the name of our first boy child.
A CHIL ahha we both thought it was funny so yeah, i love him.
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[20 Jun 2006|09:20pm] |
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ima dude shes a dude youre a dude WERE ALL DUDES NOW! |
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so yeah just got home from being with cristian again today =). his friends jeff and jeffs gf brittany (haah same name) dropped me off. their pretty nice, i didnt really talk much but they seem cool i guess. but me and cristian were at the mall and we were laughing but it was dead saw some peeps =D. talked to cohen for a little then yesh boredom struck.
warped is sat, then right after NC with devoo. nigguh be excited and shit. ahah but still im going to miss my honeybunzzzzz=D or so alot of people say CHILL or williamz haha sillyy gooses.
but yeah other then that mom and dad are bitching? for nothing im not even going to fight back anymore i dont give a CRAP hah. really im sick of it and w/e. they just have to cool it. seriously.
but yeah, who else is going to warped maybe we can all see eachother and be like OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! ahah so keeding ok yeah
this is long and i hate my life? so on so fourth slit slit DIE! (that =me bored.)
ok wellllllll ttyl guyzzz.♥
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| so basically.. |
[12 Jun 2006|09:02pm] |
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im crying my eyes out listening to regina spektor and i sort of dedicate SAMSON to cristian..=/ i miss him so much and im hurting so bad, im in love...=( and i let him slip away.
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| i miss him |
[09 Jun 2006|03:46am] |
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i already miss him idk if it was a sick joke but i doubt it.
hes gone hes gone...teh love of my life slipped away to miami to be with his aunt my baby, my honeybun.. :'( i wish what happened didnt. i love him with all my heart.
i didnt say goodbye, because it isnt goodbye. NEVERWILLBE, =( he said he loved me then hung up. gone. no more.
mdgm.mds.gmds,m,.s I LOVE YOU CRISTIAN EDUARDO LLANOS
::EDIT:: cristians fine. icant believe him. WOW!
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[26 May 2006|09:59pm] |
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im so scared im throwing up so much and out of nowhere too..
i feel so hurt, because i hurt you..i dont want this, i want to be happy again....mnjd,.gj,.j,.j
but what you said really hurt and i guess you got me back by doing that but then you did more...idk what to do..i hate this..=/ i dont want to be here.
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[05 Mar 2006|11:27pm] |
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friends only. comment& ill add you.
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| i♥my life right now... |
[20 Oct 2005|03:38pm] |
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okay so this is what has been happening... thursday school was retarded, lol whatevv but i got to see cristian afterwards =). he asked me out so we are together mhm SWEET he is an awesome awesome boy. we just chilled at his house and such and then i rode home with diego evan and 954 chris mann was that fun lolol diego tried hitting me 3 times with a bat lmao always laughs with them boys. then i went home and did my project and yes.
friday ...uhm went to the oasis withhh kristen kt and we told stories ahah then later on saw chuck, pat, ian, brittany, colby, steven mexican,& ryan cursh(sp?), and my black friend that i dance with when im extremly bored and hyper. and other peopel i havnt seen in years =) that was cool. haha and yeah that was fun. thennnnnn me and kt went to my house and we stayed up till 3 doing nothing and yeah.
saturday i talked to this boy named cristian pssssht,lol on the phone(i♥youuu alot.) and then went to laurens and me and her took alot of pictures and just had a fun time laughing our buttttttox's off haha >:). and yeah i only get really good sleep in her bed lmao its sooo comfortable !!!!
sunday got burnttttttttt. =( bleh bad baddddddddd haha but it was hillarious all the things that happened to me and lauren and waht we talked about hahahah. like her throwing a rock at my head? c'mon who does that SERIOUSLY! she has the worst aim EVER liek it reminded me when she tried passing me somehting in math and totally missed where i was sitting and hit this kid kevin in the head hhahahahahaha. wow.lameee. lolol i love you. and tehn i went home and stuff. and ended the night on the phone with little prostitute cristian ahah♥
monday was okay..even though everyone that day was hitting my back and stuff OUCHYYY. it was okay kt came over we went to china buffet where diego christons, chris casualties and cristian met up with us then diego and them left and cristian me and kt walked to her house an dthen walked to mine and played basket ball or at least tried ahha. then diego and chris tons picked us up we then went to mc donalds to meet up with 954 chris (yes there are alot of chris's) and evan and chris 954 made a huge scene for being an idiot and slipping LMFAPOOO funniest thing, i thought the black guy was gunna take a mop and whack chris wit it lmao hahaha. whatevvvv then we all went to coral square mall and my mom yelled at me = and thats where the night went bad as soon as i got home ehh it was bad but yeah. im okay now. ( so that all thats happened so far and the hurricane is a little biznatch ive seen worse. ^.^ hahah. )
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[16 Oct 2005|04:04pm] |
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i have an amazing bf. XD.
♥
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| bleep blooper blope. |
[11 Oct 2005|02:32am] |
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hmm well friday was cool at first went to lesters with marco kt ashley &chris. then we went to sawgrass and met up with pat, ian, colby, mike, chirs(tons), chris(casualties), diego!, and other kids that were with them i dont rmemeber then were on our way somewhere when my mom called and ruined everything!=(.
today i didnt do anything just slept & then the doctors called, told me tests came back posotive for strepped throat =/ oh joy. so now im on medicine and yeah. i just layed down all day and rested, talked to cristian XD. that made my day happier. then got a call from sam and lindsey pranking me hah. & then a call from lauren in gainsville. how i miss her. and thats about it...
tomorrow should be AMAZINGG!i get to see cristian =) i miss him. and hang out withhh biffle chris, chris(tons),mike and marcoooooooooo my hubby.were all gunna chill and see the exorcist of emily rose! dun dun dunnnnnnn. im happy XD. teehee.
haha my cerfew now for one day in the weekend i pick, im out till 12 the others im out till 11. if it goes well my new cerfew is 12. thats weird my moms weird. MY LIFES WEIRD
well thats it. comment me please i get bored of not having anything to read lol. ♥nighty nightsss. ::EDIT::
I GOT MY NEW CELL PHONE SO MY NUMBER IS YET AGAIN - 954 854 4231-
i need your guyses numbers so yeah. <3 comment or IM a bitch up coldxeyes
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[07 Oct 2005|06:38pm] |
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ilike him alott XD. i saw him today and it was amazing, i want to see him again. ahhh me so happy ♥
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| i keep on talking trash but i never say anything.. |
[05 Oct 2005|10:04pm] |
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alot has happened this weekend, hung out with kt my lovely sister lol, ashley my wifey, marco my husband, lauren my bffl hot ass mofugga, victoriaaa i finally hung out with her hot ass & others and met alott of new people && i met a boy XD teehee hes the cutest thing. and every one else is hooking up ahah♥♥♥♥♥♥ hurmmm im listening to a coheed and cambria song and it makes me miss sam alott like how he always sang to me lol AWW =( we need to hang out imissyou!!!
ilovelauren im so gld were not fighting anymore..
im like in the happiest state EVER! i love it.♥
ihopethisworksout. XD♥
oh and i hate drama and people who barely know me say that ive changed and try and make a fuss saying im stubborn or w.e when there reason are completly rediculous and sad.. w/e doesnt matter.
how was everyone elses weeekend.?
oh yeah show at uncle sams saturday @6 azure sky, dklimb and another band play acoustic should be fun. go!
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| how i miss your ranting, do you miss my all time lows? |
[26 Sep 2005|01:11pm] |
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metric- combat baby |
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well alot has happened. the hurricane last night suckeddd but at least i had power. so i cut my hair and took pictures. and my front yards tree fell over FACK! well i hung out with kt & rick,pat,ian,marco and stuff. FUNNN! heres picatures. EDIT kt re did my hurrr lokeey.
( ALOTTAAA PICTURESSS )
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